Sudden Decision

After our meetings I asked her out for a date,too. It was absolutely awesome, I really enjoyed it and her as well, but nothing happened, only our first real kiss. I was so amazed that I wanted to marry her straightaway but I was shy again.. as I always was.. I think it's a really bad part of my life, being shy when I don't have to be.. Ok, nevermind. I knew that she loved me as much as I loved her so when we were dating again, I engaged her and decided to got married in the following week. Our parents hadn't any trouble with it, so we were happy. I think those days were the bests in my whole life! On Sunday we got married in a little church in Šibenik. After our honeymoon I had to go to the university in Zagreb, so I was far away from her. I missed her too much, I never thought that this could happen to me that I was crying like a little baby for her. After a month she visited me and moved there to live with me. Then my problems just flown away. When I finished the second year of the university Danijela got pregnant. Well, I'll never forgot that day! One morning we woke up and she felt terrible. I said perhaps she had to relax a bit but if so, nothing happened, she kept vomining. I was terrified, because I never wanted to see her sick. After a couple of hours something came up in my mind as a lightning: Oh my godness, is she... pregnant?? I ran to her and brought her to a doctor who said that yes, she's a baby, and she's already 3 weeks old. We were so happy, I kissed her hundred times and smiled and shouted that I'm gonna be a daddy! So we had to visit the doctor monthly. It was really good, I enjoyed to see my little baby inside her beautiful mummy. The doctor said that it's a baby boy, but I really didn't mind, just to be healthy and that's enough for me. On the birth's day I was frightened. I couldn't even sit down just kept walking in front of the parent's room. Then I ran to her and held her hand. After a couple of minutes my little baby was born. When we saw the baby everybody was so surprised that nobody could say anything. I just looked at the doctor who looked at the nurse who looked at Danijela who looked at me, when I finally shouted: It's a baby GIRL!!! The problem was that we waited for a baby boy, not a girl, and everything was blue/light blue/yellow in the baby's room. Hahaha, I was laughing because of the happiness. When I first held her I was so full of emotions that I can't even explain. Everybody said that she's absolutely like me with her dark dark hair and light blue eyes. We gave her the name, Jasna. She was my little angel.Then after two years raising her, Danijela got pregnant again. Finally I finished the university so I could have a job. Then Marko borned as healthy as Jasna so we were the happiest parents in the whole world! Everything was allright in my life.

To be continued..

Memories

 I write from the perspective of Luka..

When I was 16 years old, I decided to be a great doctor when I grow up. I finished my school, but not as good as I hoped, so I was a bit uncertain about my future. And I was already 20.When I was walking in the park and thinking about the university, I saw somebody. She was absolutely awesome, her hair, her eyes, her little mouth! I was totally amazed. And she was sad,too..She was sitting on a bench and read something. But I know that she was sad. So I went to her slowly and asked..: "Dobro jutro! Je li ovo sjedalo zauzeto?"( Good morning! Is this seat free?) She answered softly: " Dobro jutro! ..Naravno.."( Good morning! Of course it is..) I have never seen her before, so I was interested about her life, and of course about her big problem. I continued to talk to her: "Što je vas muči, gospođica?" (What is bothering you so much, miss?) I looked at her with a smile. She looked at me,too, but so sadly. I wanted to kiss her.. I wanted to hug her..and to see her  happy! But I was stranger in her eyes..Then I heard the answer: "Izgubio sam najskuplji naušnice. Moji roditelji su stvarno kažnjeni ako su znali.."(I lost my most expensive earrings. My parents will punish me, when they find out..) What a big deal! - I thought. But I was really sorry for her.. and I suddenly remembered that my grandma gave me a lot of money for my baccalaureate. Ohh, yes! I can buy her those earrings! - I thought while I was smiling to her. "Ovo je tako smiješno?!"(Is this so funny?!) - she asked angrily. "Ne, ne..ne.!"(No, no..no..!) I was a bit scared that perhaps she will hate me because of my insolence..if it was an insolence..so I answered fast: "Sam kupiti te slične naušnice! ...Ako želite.."( I will buy you similar earrings! ... If you want..) She looked at me surprised but did not agree my plan. I begged her to allow me to buy them, because I wanted to be with very much! After 10 minutes opposition she finally agreed. I was so happy as I never was! I think.. On the way I asked her name, hobby, her plan about her future and everything about her life. She said, her name is Danijela.. What a wonderful name! So beautiful.. as she was..VERY beautiful. We were together all day because of this happening. She didn't know how to thank my generosity. We walked to her house slowly.. We both didn't want to go home. I thought that I will miss her so much.. I loved her.. very loved her. When we arrived she turned to me and looked into my eyes deeply. I was a bit digressed,when she kissed my cheek slowly. Then she flushed and ran to the door. There she turned back one more time to me and smiled. She was like a little girl.. so happy and beautiful..

To be continued..